I have come to realize that there are things in this world that I do not understand, and probably will never understand. I am on my own now, and I need to find who I want to be, and what I am going to do.
People don't make any since. Art is the only thing worth relating to right now. So I need to do that. I need to revisit my past loves and see how that guides me to my future. I'm ready to get out of this town and start my new life! I need to. I'm changing, I need change. I have to say goodbye to this dependent person I've become, and revisit my independence. I used to be so independent.
This may not make any sense to you, but it makes sense to me. Or maybe I'm just rambling.
-Bonnie B.